Irrefutable proof that a good woman can bring balance and stability to your life.
I was just looking at my last post and realised what a one-sided opinion it was. While it does sort of reflect my fear of dating, it comes out as if I don't really like women themselves or believe in dating. Which is far from the truth.
I often think of that joke that says, "I really like women ... after all, my mother was a woman."
I was one of two children. I had a brother that was older. But I really wished I had a sister. I would stand up for girls when boys at school would say that boys were better than girls. Though the girls never noticed this as they were too busy arguing with the boys. But it was my firm feeling anyway. My feelings were so strong in that regard that I had always wished that I was a girl.
That ended at 13 when I suddenly realised that if I was a girl I would have to marry a guy. And that didn't seem like a good proposition. I was then glad I was a male and could marry a female.
Yet some terrible experiences in choices of females has left me with a dread of how bad things can go in the dating thing. This is reflected very much in my last post. I have heard many women reflecting the same type of feelings; particularly those who have been through a divorce. One girl wouldn't date me when I asked because I didn't have a car. One girl I was in love with I came to find was a nymphomaniac who wanted to do it with 2 guys for the evening. Then there were the ones that if things started to look not as they wished, suddenly they had nothing to do with it; and I was thrown into the sacrificial fire: It was all my fault. Boy, I could pick them. Such is life?
At one point I came to the decision that Heavenly Father just tolerated his wife to have us as children in service to us. I concluded that I just couldn't live like that for eternity, and that I would just remain single and be a missionary for my life. In saying this I thought partly heavenward and waited to see if he would present anything to say that I was wrong. He said, "have you considered my servant Sarah, there is," and from there it began to fade out. He was quoting from the book of Job. He deliberately left it there.
I thought upon the person he had referred me to and realised that she was exceptional. Very exceptional. Unfortunately she married someone else due to circumstances. But this definitely renewed my zeal to find another exceptional female. I have since found several exceptional females. They don't grow on trees (as the expression goes), but they do exist. And they are definitely worth the wait.
I have had wonderful feelings flowing into my heart from some of these females. One of them had me spontaneously moaning and groaning with delight. It was just as well no-one else was around. It is a beautiful experience. I've looked in the eyes of 2 and wept with joy at what I have seen in them. Several have stood by me through some extremely bad experiences. And my mother has always done so too.
So when you come to read my post before this one just take it with a pinch of salt (as they say).
